I’m Nervous & That’s OK

As I’m typing this, I’m sitting at my gate, less than an hour from boarding my flight to London.

I’ve said farewell to my parents, made it through security without a hitch, & am probably dehydrated with all the crying I have done.

I’m nervous. I cannot really pinpoint what exactly I am nervous about. Flying? Being in a foreign country? Traveling on my own? Culture shock? Probably all of the above.

But I have realized that being nervous is OK. It means that I care about this journey. I have a lot of feelings about this trip.

Caring & feeling a lot can only mean I am going to have a grand time because I am all-in.

I sobbed when I parted ways with my parents & still get a bit weepy thinking about them. But I know this homesickness & nervousness will pass because soon I will be too preoccupied with all of the amazing moments that London will fill my life with.

So if you’re nervous for a trip, just know that when you land you will be embarking on an amazing journey.

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Feelings & Expectations for London // Pre-Departure

As I write this post, I am currently sitting at my local Starbucks where the baristas know me by name, familiarity & comfort at its finest. I currently am in this limbo where I am excited for my trip but also in great fear of the changes about to come. And although my emotions are not even near stable, I thought it would be necessary to discuss my feelings & expectations for the city I am about to live in.

I haven’t even left yet & already I miss everything familiar to me. This trip is the flagship moment in my life where I am going to experience independence in full-force. My dad won’t be with me to help with my luggage, my mom won’t be behind my shoulder reminding me to eat, & as trivial as those things sound, being accustomed to having my parents around to suddenly having to be self-sufficient, is a bit jarring. After all, I will be in a new city where everything is foreign, & that alone is more change I have experienced in my lifetime.

I have lusted after & loved the city of London for many years, watching movies & reading books pretending that I am there as well. One of my biggest fears about studying abroad in London is that I have built up my expectations so far & high, that once I arrive I may realize that everything I believed & dreamed of is not true.

Now, I am sure I am exaggerating & I will have a lovely time. But just so I can see how these feelings & expectations compare at the end of my trip, here is a list of ten things I hope to experience:

  1. I really hope I can live through what my mother calls “four weathers in a day” that she claims London is notorious for.
  2. With that said, I hope it rains a lot & I don’t get sick of it. I adore the rain & have packed boots & a nice coat in preparation & would like to see if I like rain in theory, or if I can really live in it.
  3. I hope I don’t experience London & my other travels through my phone screen. Although having pictures are nice, those won’t compare to the experience of living in that exact moment.
  4. I hope I get comfortable enough with the city that other people will think to ask me for directions!
  5. Make at least one friend that is a London native. Try to establish a friendship that will last even when I come back stateside.
  6. Go exploring by myself at least once a week. Become comfortable & confident in traveling alone.
  7. Go to at least one concert or show.
  8. Try one food item that scares me.
  9. Become sufficient in riding the Tube.
  10. See the Queen. (It’s a long shot, but hey, here’s to hoping!)

Will I accomplish everything on this list? Maybe, maybe not. But by the end of this trip, I hope to have gained a broader perspective about the world around me, & about myself as a person. I’ll check this list again once I have come home & reflect on how my feelings have changed & what expectations have been met!

Here’s to a grand adventure awaiting,

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I moved!

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Hello, everyone!

If you have been wondering why there has been a lack of posts here on my blog it’s because I MOVED!

I now do all of my blogging on my self-hosted website londonwandering.co.

I essentially post the exact same things, but because I am doing a semester in London & am the Study Abroad Ambassador & required to document my travels, it seemed best for me to move away from wp.com to wp.org.

I hope you guys follow me over there & I cannot thank you enough for reading this little blog of mine.

xo Edinette

 

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Artsy Vibes // A Playlist

This playlist is a compilation of songs that fuel my creativity. I listen to this when I’m writing, watercoloring, doodling, reading… & sometimes just because it makes me feel alive. Mostly mellow & chill indie with a few random bits added to the mix.

This playlist is nowhere near complete. I am constantly adding to it; it is a metamorphic entity. It will probably never be complete.

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So you want to study abroad… What’s next?

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College is a time in a young adult’s life full of immense growth & discovery. Periods of uncertainty, defeat, & triumph are inevitable, but it is important to allow yourself to welcome & enjoy the various new & exciting adventures that may come your way.

One of those adventures a college student may embark on is a studying abroad program! You get the opportunity to travel, experience independence, immerse yourself in a variety of cultures, all while earning college credit!

Although it is important to study hard & earn high marks, there is also so much to learn outside of textbooks & classrooms, & what better way to experience that than in a foreign country?

So you have an interest in studying abroad! Here are some things to consider before making such a big decision:


What do you hope to gain from the experience?

Do you see this as an opportunity to have a fun time, or do you hope that this can help you professionally in the future?

It is important to know what your goals educationally & personally are, as this will help you determine what type of study abroad program will best fit your needs & interests.

What are your professional & personal objectives?

Studying abroad will provide you with global experience & possibly a second language, both of which are invaluable & look impressive on resumes, as well as to future employers. Just as you would plan your goals after graduating, you should give studying abroad the same attention. How does studying abroad fit into your post-graduation plans?

Where do you want to study?

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If you are like me, you may already have your ♥ set on a country. Remember, though, that not all programs are offered in every country, nor do all programs complete or meet certain course requirements.

So, if you happen to be heart-eyed emoji for a certain location, do your research! Does a program exist in that country? Will that program cooperate with your professional & personal goals? In the end, you have to remember that you are studying abroad & although it will be an awesome experience, you should make sure that you earn your credits appropriately.

Also consider how important culture, language immersion, & course offerings are for you. Find a program & country that will fulfill all of those needs.

Now here’s the big question: What type of program is best for you?

Study abroad programs do not come in a perfect fit for every student. There are a variety of programs to fit a variety of student needs.

Perhaps you’d be interested in a semester abroad, or maybe a whole year? You could do a summer program, or a Semester at Sea. If you’re interested in something more professional, there are even options to do study abroad internships.

I decided to study in a country that I have lusted over for many years, opting to do a single semester (as I get homesick quite easily), & am going to be taking mostly English courses that will go towards my degree. Currently, I am excited for my semester abroad & believe that I have made the right choices for myself!

 


Now you have a general idea of what type of program you want to participate in… Get more information & go for it!

MOST schools do offer a study abroad program. It may be obvious, & obtaining information will be easy, or you may have to go hunting around for the right resources. Always search your college’s website to see what programs are available. If you are serious about studying abroad, be diligent in your research!

I asked a counselor, searched my school’s website, & even asked some of my professors if they had any information before I was directed to the right people.

Studyabroad.com is a great resource to obtain initial information about various programs & where they are offered. The American Institute For Foreign Study or AIFS comes highly recommended (my study abroad coordinator claims it is the best!) & on their website you can search for a program available to you.

Do not forget to factor cost!

You know your goals, have found the perfect program… & now you realize how much studying abroad will cost. There may be programs where you can study abroad at little to no cost or can obtain specific scholarships.

Every program is different; flight costs, living accommodations, tuition, among other things need to be considered. Check with your university or community college to determine what options are available & best fit your financial situation.

Apply for financial aid & any scholarships available.

The Benjamin A. Gilman International Scholarship offers grants to U.S. citizen undergraduate students of limited financial means to allow them to study abroad! It is a fantastic resource for those worrying about financing their study abroad program.

It may be time consuming & the risk of not getting the scholarship is present. However, you have to remember that you are doing all of this work to fund one of your life’s most exciting & rewarding experiences, which in itself, is priceless.

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I own a website!

Hello, everyone!

If you’re reading this post… you are on my new website! I have been working hard to get this site up & running so that my little corner of the internet could exist.

I am by no means a web designer, nor do I have a background or any experience in designing a website. I had a lot of questions when moving from WordPress.com to my own self-hosted WordPress.org blog. I scoured the internet for useful resources & found this blog post to be easy to understand & very helpful. I essentially followed that tutorial!

I thought that making a website would be difficult. However, it has proven to be easier than I had expected! I cannot wait to share my adventures in London, as well as other aspects of my life with you all through this blog. I hope you all stick around & come on my adventures with me! 🙂

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No One Belongs Here More Than You

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No one belongs here more than you

 

No one belongs here more than

you. There are stars in your eyes

that make constellations as bold

as Orion and as beautiful as

Andromeda. The passion which

flows through your veins is as

strong as the ocean’s current and

the wonder in your soul fuels

the fire in your heart.

 

No one belongs here more than you.

There is kindness which radiates

from your smile and honesty

that tumbles from your words softly

spoken.

 

No one belongs here more than you.

There is sincerity in your touch

and authenticity in your thoughts.

Love emanates from your being.

 

No one belongs here more than you

Because there is no one else

like you that adds beauty to this

world.

 

e.d.

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